So, I have been wanting to update since at least Wednesday, but have been having a tough week, pain-wise. Last weekend, I decreased my Topamax by 50mg (per doctor’s orders) because we had discussed my frustration and difficulties with my memory and whatnot. We’re trying to see if a decrease in the Topamax will still help me out (as much/little as it is) with my headache, and also see if there’s a decrease in my memory issues. I take Top. at night, but for the past bunch of days have been needing to take some of my rescue meds after work or in the early evening – seems as if the decrease is already showing its face…

Stress at work doesn’t help my pain, but doesn’t bring it on either (luckily!)… the middle school is winding down, and next week is our final week – we only go through a half day on Thursday. I will miss seeing the kids everyday, but I certainly need a break (especially now with this medication change business)!

On Tuesday, specifically, I ended up barely getting through making/eating dinner for the two of us and then I collapsed on the couch… and slept from 7-9 unintentionally. I had also taken a rescue med. I woke up at 9 to the sound of my cell phone, but couldn’t recognize that the sound was coming from the phone… my boyfriend kept saying, “Joanna… your phone… hello?! Are you gonna get your phone?” I really woke up so out of it and still ended up going to bed 45 mins later with almost that same amount of pain. It was upsetting because I haven’t had to really “shut down” and waste an evening and still be in pain when I woke up in soo long… ugh.

Nothing too big planned for the weekend, so hopefully some relaxing time…

Hope anyone out there in my boat is having a better end to their week!